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Devious Journal Entry

Tue Sep 22, 2009, 10:31 AM

Hi peoples. This isn't Mandy the owner of this account, it's Sandy her sister. I have the difficult task of informing all yous guy's that Mandy has passed on, but she's in peace in the world beyond with our mother who died in a plane crash when we were both little and our brother Calvin was a infant.
Mandy was a special child from the start, even coming to the world quiet. Yeah she had some problems being the second born of us; her speech and throat issue, a partial formed ring toe, looking like she was stuck in a cryogenic chamber after the age of 12, and even her hyperglecemia... all were what made her diffrent and should have been handicaps. But she saw herself as being just like everyone else! She was my twin and I will never forget all the time, how short it was together. Spending night's with her held in my arms as she cried into me from the 'monsters'. Whispering to her that mom was there stroking her hair and telling her a million other thing's to calm her. Sometimes it felt like our two hearts were one and beating together... now there's a spot that feel's it's been ripped out and left in the cold to wonder aimlessly.

From her favorite game Monopoly to her favorite move 'A Cinderella story' and 'Flyboy's' Mandy loved participating in family activities if just to keep our broken family together.
And I say this with heart felt tears staining this face, she truely was a angel in human form, love was her message.
There wasn't no one she couldn't forgive and wanted to befriend. She would help anyone who needed it when asked, whether it be at the grocery store or in the parking lot. She saw what needed to be done and did what she could. But her passion was marine life and helping at the Rescue and Rehab center with dad. Being there with him, or on the water watching the turtles, orca and all the creatures of the deeps, she really just made the most and lived the most of life she could.
I promise you Taini, I'll try to get some of your ashes spread at Point Lobos and you can be with Don Messick *Ratchet in your Transformers G1 show.

Mandy, I won't forget those word's you said to me when you woke up the first time after the accident "_{Everything's going to be oki.}" Nore your laugh and your face when I was taking you out. I didn't know it would be our last outing *turns away and sobs a bit* If I had known... if only I could stop that seizure... if only I could turn back to before the accident. -_- I have many if only's that are too late now. I would have helped you get over your fear of flying and hieghts. I would have taken you to see Taylor Swift in concert. I would have given you the twenty seven dollars to go on the trip to see the museum. I would have found a way to stop that boy from pushing you out of your chair. Now it's far too late.

We'll never laugh and giggle in the back seat while pointing out cars and listing the alphabet in the license plates or whisper our secret's to eachother for no other to hear. Never switch shirts during costume parties to confuse people again. And our friends... those 'Children of Cybertron' I will try and stay close to them. Though I can already see thing's that remind me of you and I want to break down and cry, but I have to be the strong one. I should have done my job as the older sibling, protected you... maybe you'd still be here? You'd still have those wonderfully wild ideas and play like you really were a girl turned dragon. And Tyedie, your cat would still be your Olwen.

Rest in peace my dear sweet Mandy, I'll see you on the other side some day. Please give mom a hug for Calvin, dad and I. And thank you guy's for your tributes to Mandy.

*I'll keep these up cause they were Mandy's characters and friends

Earth Name: Designation: Meaning:

1)Michelle Arrolla= Raya= Friend
(Porsche 996 Turbo X50

Cliffjumper)

2)Olivia Barnes= Corretta= little heart
(B-2 Spirit)

3)Raven Black= Nuin= mystery
(SR-71 Blackbird

Jetfire)

4)Sarah Bon= Razi= My secret
(1998 Pontiac Firebird Trans Am

Tracks)

5)Dominic Cale= Saba= Submit
(Audi R8*cause their close to the Lamboghini*

RedAlert)

6)Carmon Ellouise= Fai= Beginning
(Dragon Roadster)

7)Cole Farse= Adnan= unknown
(F-117 Knighthawk)

8)Nikki Hayse= Tuyen= Angel
(Boeing RC-135)

9) Becca Hart

= Xantara= Protector Of The Earth

10)Lamar Jones= Nahuel= Jaguar
(Jaguar XK)

11)Lance Jones= Namir= leopard/panther
(Jaguar XK)

12)Eliza Kramm= Oki= Ocean centered
(hydrocopter)

13)Abigale Light= Daria= Upholder of the good
(Antonov An-225

14)Cathrine Mace= Glain= Jewel
(Porsche 996 GT3 RS)

15)Trey Mccarr= Faolan= Wolf
(metalic Alaskan/ Canadian Timber Wolf)

16)Danniella Port= Safa= Pure
(Ford Super Duty

Huffer)

17)Vice Principo= Qamar= Moon
(Suzuki Cappuccino)

18)Erin Rift= Anaya= Completely free
(SEPECAT Jaguar

Scoop)

19)Vivian Salazar= Kaida= Little Dragon
(15 foot long robotic European dragon

sky lynx)

20)Karin Schrot= Maxime= Greatest
(Sukhoi Su-27 bonded with Airraid)

21)Kayla Smith= Dena= Judgment
(Lamborghini Murcilago

Hotshot)

22)James Walker= Vahe= Best
(Lamborghini Reventon )

23)Mandy Wolfe(me)= Taini= Returning moon
(Mazda MX-5

bonded with Sunstreaker and adopted Snap from

)

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Mood: Hopeless

Random stuff that comes up

Sat Jul 11, 2009, 4:40 PM

Ratchet and I were having some fun and questioning while he was doing his daily duty for my care. At least he's caring enough to his patients to show some intrest in what they like to help make their spirits healthy as well as physical body!

Since Bumblebee was the last sparkling and the allspark was destroyed, will the mechs start looking for femme's or make Blaster make more cassette's to double as replacement sparklings?

Is it possible that mini-bot's are actually femmes? Considering some and how there are hardly any, perhaps the femme's are just hidden for their protection from the war.

Can some mech's be like a clownfish and suddenly become femme's? And if so, who are the most likely candidates aside from the obviouse ones with large chest plates -pointing to Jazz and Prowl-

Bumblebee would make a adorable femme, I wonder why nobodies considered this O_o

I think it'd be hilarious if it was the mechs that carried the sparkling instead of the femme

Imagine they get worked up there's a virgin femme and then a few months later so many mechs are coming to med bay

Sorry for those with M-preg issues, Ratchet made me think of that one but no I can't see Transformers getting fat like humans do.

Is Jazz addicted to Reeses?

Do any of the transformers aside from Silverbolt have a phobia of something that should seem to come naturally to their specific type?

How many minibot's does it take to equal the size of a regular bot?

How many minibot's does it take to equal the size of Omega Supreme or Jetfire?

How many minibot's does it take to equal the size of a combined gestault like the Aerials or the Protectos?

If the minibot's worked together, I think even Grimlock might have to fear the mighty midgets

Small but mighty!

Brawn need's love,

Why doesn't a tough bot like him have a femme swooning him and his nickle platted knuckle sandwhich?

I'm trying to join ^^ [link]

Earth Name: Designation: Meaning:

1)Michelle Arrolla= Raya= Friend
(Porsche 996 Turbo X50